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am terminat facultatea…dupa stresul din ultimele 2-3 luni pot din nou sa ma bucur de timpul liber pe care-l am…sa ma preocup de niste lucruri care-mi fac mai multa placere…sa-mi refac stomacul – distrus tot de la stres…si sa ascult efectiv atunci cand vorbeste cineva cu mine…

imi cer scuze celor care m-au suportat asa in perioada asta…cred ca n-a fost usor …va multumesc!

privind in urma a fost o experienta interesanta…cred ca in primul rand din prisma lucrurilor pe care am apucat sa le vad la unii oameni…oameni care m-au ajutat fara sa fi avut vreun motiv, care si-au rupt din timpul lor pentru a face ceva pentru mine… sper sa am ocazia candva in viata asta sa returnez sprijinul primit…

Sleep before driving

Printul acesta a luat leu la Cannes (impreuna cu alte 2 executii similare – doar ca mie mi s-a parut mai expresiv acesta).

mi-a placut foarte mult, la modul ca m-a emotionat asa cum trebuie sa o faca un ad. probabil ca a contat destul de mult faptul ca un prieten de-al meu a avut un accident grav de masina din cauza ca a adormit la volan. nu a trecut mult timp de cand s-a intamplat asta, acum inca se mai recupereaza. se recupereaza, da, asta a fost si marea mea bucurie, pentru ca in prima faza am crezut ca nu o sa mai fie om. tin minte ca atunci cand l-am vizitat la spital prima data – nu vorbisem cu nimeni apropiat, nu stiam in ce stare e de fapt, nu auzisem decat basme care nu sunau deloc bine, basme care erau de fapt scene rupte din filme de groaza – tremuram toata de frica sa nu-l gasesc distrus. l-am gasit tot in ghips si cu o multime de operatii de facut dar am plecat din spital sarind in sus de bucurie – efectiv – pentru ca doctorii au spus ca se putea recupera.

pana la urma a fost bine -  a fost foarte greu pentru el si pentru parinti – dar sper sa fi invatat ceva din asta…

eu nu am – inca – pemis asa ca nu pot sa fac nicio promisiune legata de condusul masinii atunci cand esti foarte obosit… dar va rog pe voi sa nu urcati la volan atunci cand ar trebuie de fapt sa dormiti…

Al Pacino’s speech from Any Given Sunday

I don’t know what to say really.
Three minutes
to the biggest battle of our professional lives
all comes down to today.
Either
we heal
as a team
or we are going to crumble.
Inch by inch
play by play
till we’re finished.
We are in hell right now, gentlemen
believe me
and
we can stay here
and get the shit kicked out of us
or
we can fight our way
back into the light.
We can climb out of hell.
One inch, at a time.

Now I can’t do it for you.
I’m too old.
I look around and I see these young faces
and I think
I mean
I made every wrong choice a middle age man could make.
I uh….
I pissed away all my money
believe it or not.
I chased off
anyone who has ever loved me.
And lately,
I can’t even stand the face I see in the mirror.

You know when you get old in life
things get taken from you.
That’s, that’s part of life.
But,
you only learn that when you start losing stuff.
You find out that life is just a game of inches.
So is football.
Because in either game
life or football
the margin for error is so small.
I mean
one half step too late or to early
you don’t quite make it.
One half second too slow or too fast
and you don’t quite catch it.
The inches we need are everywhere around us.
They are in ever break of the game
every minute, every second.

On this team, we fight for that inch
On this team, we tear ourselves, and everyone around us
to pieces for that inch.
We CLAW with our finger nails for that inch.
Cause we know
when we add up all those inches
that’s going to make the fucking difference
between WINNING and LOSING
between LIVING and DYING.

I’ll tell you this
in any fight
it is the guy who is willing to die
who is going to win that inch.
And I know
if I am going to have any life anymore
it is because, I am still willing to fight, and die for that inch
because that is what LIVING is.
The six inches in front of your face.

Now I can’t make you do it.
You gotta look at the guy next to you.
Look into his eyes.
Now I think you are going to see a guy who will go that inch with you.
You are going to see a guy
who will sacrifice himself for this team
because he knows when it comes down to it,
you are gonna do the same thing for him.

That’s a team, gentlemen
and either we heal now, as a team,
or we will die as individuals.
That’s football guys.
That’s all it is.
Now, what are you gonna do?

tot raul, spre bine…

am ajuns la concluzia ca atunci cand mi se intampla ceva rau, inainte de a ma supara as mai putea astepta putin… de multe ori, in momente destul de importante, voiam sa aleg un drum gresit…dar ceva m-a impiedicat, s-a intamplat ceva – pe moment rau – care a dat o alta intorsatura lucrurilor… mi s-a intamplat de cand am ales facultatea…continuand destul de serios si dupa aceea…pot sa spun ca sunt o norocoasa din punctul asta de vedere… ca cineva acolo sus ma mai trage de maneca atunci cand o iau pe ulei…

in seara asta s-a intamplat din nou

Romanica, tara de romani

Disclaimer BCU: “Nu raspundem de obiectele de valoare lasate in cuseta”

astazi am inteles de ce e hartia aia pusa acolo…am ramas fara niste hartii de valoare …ca intotdeauna, se putea si mai rau – era, din neatentie, sa-mi las si telefoanele acolo…atunci motiv de bucurie…

cred ca n-ar trebui sa ma mai surprinda nimic…mai ramane ca preotul sa-ti bage mana in buzunar, in timp ce te marturiseste..sau poate deja se intampla si asta:)